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...I try this one in English, cause you are used to it and I'll make it as easy as possible for you.
Like the universal language of music and dance I feel there are many new ways to learn for you now ... you're doing well.
Listen to my call throughout the world.
THIS IS A WAKE.
I'll stay wide awake this night to honour you, and not to leave you alone.
For many of us it seems the sun YOU WERE is going down too with the last rays of sunset now in L.A. this very evening...
Now they're laying down to rest the "packaging" as you said once, the mortal frame to keep you in the life you had this time.
Your body shall rest in earthly peace, undisturbed, until it's gone to ashes, spread out, to be scattered in all times...
But your eternal soul is flying FREE already... Thank God you're free now !
To do as you please, to go wherever you want to – finally you CAN DO THAT NOW !
Sharing your gifts with others, helping and supporting us dreaming the same dream – and working for it in many ways you did.
I feel your soul, your energy is with us.
YOU WERE THE BEST MAN WE HAD IN THIS LIFE.
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My prayers for you... First the words I told you already at your birthday some days ago...
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Dear Michael
I wish you the embrace of God´s perfect happiness and peace...
the most beautiful heavenly music ever heard may surround you, to keep you warm and safe.
Thank you for the precious gifts of hope, compassion and strength you´re still giving us.
The love you´re showing us from the deepest place of your heart, still sharing your energy, your soul with us.
I´m so carried away by that... and it means the world to me.
Now you´re my indelible guiding star at nighttime,
and the unwavering compass that gives me direction every single day.
Thank you so much for your ongoing presence in our hearts and mind,
and all the things you´re teaching us right now and in the future to come.
We really truly appreciate that and we will continue to work to make your dreams come true.
We promise you to take on your legacy completely aware of the responsibility that comes with it.
I cannot give years of my own life for you to live on... you know in my heart how much I want to...
all I can give now are years of my life working hard to act as you would have wished me to do.
Today I dedicate my heartbeat to you ... I will start with this one – the first...
Can you feel it ?
THAT shall be my present for you today... and for all the years to come. On and on and on...
I´ll always remember you, think of you and the gift I gave you today, ...every day and in everything I´ll do.
Please forgive mankind doing you so terribly wrong all these years... the nightmares causing you anguish,
fear and pain.
...and please, PLEASE forgive ME, that I was so blind and could not see. For too long... Oh God, for too long.
I cannot look you in the eyes without you forgiving me... but I don´t know HOW to ask. Please help me...
I´m ashamed and heartbroken and I cannot endure the grief and loss caused by your death.
Why did I get to know you so late, God why ?
You will live on... forever.
God bless you Michael. But I guess HE already has... countless times !!!
My deepest love for you,
Yours Christine
Still missing you man... See you this AND the next life ...and all the heavens in between.
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What happened to you put me through hell too and, so far – only halfway back again... You feel sorry for what that brought about us all, but what did you expect ?
That you would be forgotten, ignored and not loved any more for the rest of your life here on earth ?
There are so many people with still the same hearts as they always had and with all the memories of you so aware of what they owe to you...
They owe you a love that maybe they never knew in their entire life... you should know how that feels like...
And it's so damaging now to loose your presence here with us, my God, we are missing you so much !
The price you paid was way too high ! It wouldn't have to be that way, NO !
Why... ? Tell me why you couldn't look after yourself better, why did you choose to climb that terrible huge mountain your strength wouldn't be enough for any more...
... you must have known... you must have felt that... So why ?
The promised land you longed so much to see on the other side is now a much more different than you did imagine...
Oh Michael, for all heavens, what happened to you ?
I'll always regret that day.
It would have been enough simply to keep that LIGHT on. More than enough...
Ah, I'm sorry, please forgive me.
Don't turn away again, please don't feel ashamed or afraid any more.
Just stay as you are.
And stay with us – if it's only for a while sometimes we will be glad.
I know you're busy as you always were, but have a little time here with us, having fun, to see how it's going, we'll enjoy it...you're more than welcome.
There's still so much to do and we need your help and support more than ever.
I'll keep my heart going, take good care of me, so that I can work for you, with you
to change the things I see.
I wanna make you happy and proud of what you changed inside of us all.
I'll never be afraid of you the way you are now, cause I completely trust in you, your heart and your intentions.
I have created this danceroom inside my heart, a place to stay for you.
So feel free to come around whenever you want and every time you need it.
What did you say ? Hey, NO... THAT cannot be... I told you it's me who loves you more! Well, we can play that game forever now... and I just love to see you laughing again.
But you know, in the meantime there's also some help needed and work to be done. Go on, you cheeky guy, go to another one who's still crying...
Take something of the smile you gave to me and bring it to one of these sad and lonely brothers and sisters 'round the globe.
To the ones who are loosing their faith right now, still too blinded by their own tears to see...
Make them feel and understand this is not the end but another beginning
and that you'll still be here with all of us. Give them hope.
And PLEASE – make them smile again.
I still have so much to learn. Will you help me to see, to understand ?
I have faith in you. I'll go on. It's still hard work y'know. But it's worth it.
There must be at least some of the disgusting rubbish be put in the bin where it belongs. That's what I'm fighting for too.
Everytime you need it I'll lend you eyes to see, hands to give, a body to move and a beating heart if the longing becomes too strong to feel this world as you knew it...
Take part in everything beautiful I'll experience during my time on earth.
And I will wait patiently till the time comes for me too to follow. I'll rejoice then to lay down all what kept me here to soar freely as you do. I wait patiently cause I'm enjoying life as much as you did – but I also wait longing too.
There's no such thing as death where you are now. Only eternal life and pure joy.
The same pure joy YOU ARE AND WILL ALWAYS BE...
It wasn't only the music you caught for us, it wasn't only the dance you felt for us, bringing all of it into bright light...
It was YOU who were a gift of God. Your inner self.
Couldn't you see... couldn't you feel that ?
Oh man... why couldn't you believe in yourself without all the expectations, all the fuss and show around you...
I'm living in YOUR world now and forever – as well as you're still living in MINE.
No distances. No borders anymore.
Michael... I'll love you forever. And keep you in my heart for all time.
Brother, friend, soulmate.
Be blessed. You're in my prayers every single day.
God has mercy. God is endless love and caring.
So HE will take good care of you, I know.
And I'm grateful for that with all my humble heart can be.
When I listen to Beyoncé... one of your musical and artistical heir/ess... it's her song Halo that reminds me most of you...
That's the way I'm feeling now for you. Michael, I'm so grateful and I don't say goodbye...
HALO (by Beyoncé Knowles)
Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out
EVERYWHERE I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo...
God is love
and if you stay in love
you'll stay in God
and God within you !
I'll love you forever.
Thank you for everything.
You'll live on deep within my heart.
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